I don't know why I don't fall in love

I don't know why I don't fall in love

Caroline

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[16 Jul 2005|09:50pm]

[ mood | lazy ]

wow..livejournal is like so last year! But im totaly bored and myspace sucks so here is am!This summer has been amazing dramatic confusing fucked up and all emotions at once..Chicago trip was good or should i say one special night in particualr was AMAZINg! good times with friends since i came home and now everything is really shitty!...well im not getting along with my best friend(its the weirdest thing she says were cool and eveything but apparently im a condecending liar and in reality she is probably right) so thats that...been getting crunk a lot so that makes me happy!..im kinda with someone wait wait scratch that im hooking up with him and thats all!!..uhh lots of stuff is happening today was the shittyist day ever...woke up around 11 matt wanted to chill so i get ready, stop by the fresh market to see britt..go grab some COFFEE..hit a curb massivly check my tire its fine go to matts hang out till he is ready..we take his car to some house in cocnut creek smoke a blunt go to get new pants i get in my car drive off and my tire pops i drive to fresh market cant reach anyone...it really sucks i wanted to leave and i donno dont really feel like telling my emotions now!

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[07 Feb 2005|06:14pm]

[ mood | exhausted ]

3 weeks and i still havent seen my "hott landscaper"....BUMMER!!THis weekend was nice
Friday-went to dinner with my mama and then we had a Sex and the City Night
Saturday-Babysat
Sunday-homework and Sex and the CITY

Today went by ETERNALY!!!Was pretty dull, but i got a shit load of work so im gonna put on a pot of Coffee and start that! This was a sucky entry

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[04 Feb 2005|05:34pm]

[ mood | productive ]

[ music | The VInes-ride ]

so i was convinced today was gonna be a suck ass day, it really ended up being a not so bad day

5th period- pe- sat in the bleechers and listened to music
6th period- spanish- did an exercise and was toldby my teacher that there is "no way i would pass spanish 3 honors"
7th period- had a quiz and talked with Fraga, mel, and miguel about senor burritos and how we all wanted mexican food
1st period- watched a movie on earthquakes
2nd period- test....i hate davidson she smells like fish
3rd period- BARTHLE....talked with Jenn about the o.c and quiznos...listened to music and drew pretty pictures! And oh ohh i found a pack of GUM but just two pieces were left...it was fate lol
4th period- answered gay questions on the shitty book that i am boycotting reading it!!

then after schoool the carpool had to stop at the mall then we went to starbucks and now im here!!

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plans for the summer with p'dubs [02 Feb 2005|09:59pm]

[ mood | happy ]

[ music | The Used ]

macbeth s co: do you think this summer ill come to florida alone like i did last time or at least like me and amy with no parentals

star x 530: i donno but this summer someone best be comeing ill be driving bia!!!!!!

macbeth s co: ohh dont worry if anyones coming its me or im with them so either way i come :-D

star x 530: hell yeah....and i will drive and we can dance to hellogoodbye and jesus of suburbia and american idiot and i can try to cut people off with bush stickers like amy and almost get in a car accident -and this is all on the way to get eaither a)coffee B) movies or c) rosanos pizza

macbeth s co: HELLS YEAH or d) blockbuster lol

star x 530: yeah....haha and pull a pudlo and we can NOT return it and then have to pay like $48,255 in fines and have to close our account

macbeth s co: lol yeah we had to pay 28 dollers in fines at hollywood and my dad was gonna close that acount and then we would have been shit out of luck but instead he just paied it and made it so only he can rent movies lol

star x 530: hahahaha...failure

star x 530: WE WILL CONTINE PLANNING OUT SUMMER LaTER

p.s. i get my lisence in all of 95 days

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[02 Feb 2005|09:29pm]

[ mood | peaceful ]

[ music | Walking in memphis ]

People on the coral springs community honestly pick fights with each other...It a freakin COMMUNUNITY...and all that happens in it is hypocritical responses to each other....some funny stuff....amy im to lazy to call you so ill talk to you tomorrow its a thursday it dosent count anyway right?? so a random thought...this morning when i was getting ready for school i had fuse on and was watching music videos and the good charlote one came on and i was watching it and i was getting really freaked out...THEY ARE DRESSED UP AS FOODS...if you don't know that scared the shit out of me...dancing fruit....and foods in general...bastards....ok now i have nothing to write about, typing makes me tired....hmmmm...mike is seriously amazing....i miss him

star x 530: oh how was your talent show did you go...you know the one that rhymes with lanna

macbeth s co: yeah it is, banua it sucked ass, the sounds kept turning on and off and espically cause i wasnt in it

star x 530: ch..yeah it must have blown...b/c you are sexy and therefore the show with you in it would have been super super sexy

macbeth s co: hell yeah

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[02 Feb 2005|07:29pm]

[ mood | sick ]

[ music | Boxcar racer!!! ]

Long time no update right...? so last week i did write this really long enrty about everything that is going on and it took me a good 20 minutes. Then i clicked update my computer went all egg roll on me and well..it didnt update so basically all i said it in it was the story how i skiped school got caught and got a saturday. Ye[..so that was my evenfull experience of januaray...who knows what FEBRUARY holds...dun dun dun...lol wow lol its great how i amuse myself...my shoes arrived today!!and Jenn started work at quiznos....sell out lol...i like my unemployment...not...okayyyyyy feeling very add right now ill update LATA!!!peace out homie

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[23 Jan 2005|02:26pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

[ music | The Used ]

Its been a long time since i updated...a lot of drama is going on and things are shitty...peace out

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[07 Jan 2005|12:31pm]

[ mood | rushed ]

Happy Birthday natalie...the big 1 6!!!

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[06 Jan 2005|07:35pm]

[ mood | full ]

[ music | alk3-Queen of Pain ]

No new shoes..:( but i've made coffee and put buffy on and i plan on making tonight a wallow night, i dont have a reason to wallow except the fact that i didnt buy the really really cute charles david shoes i saw today or the Enzo's that i also saw!

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[05 Jan 2005|10:21am]

[ mood | ditzy ]

[ music | Alkaline trio!! ]

Hey!..i'm watching my Alkaline Trio dvd for the 10493827 millionth time...THANK YOU MIKE...I LOVE IT! so i went to the broward mall to see if they had the shoes i wanted to get and they didn't:( so me being depressed about my shoes i went to hollister and bought a skirt that isnt that cute but it was 10$ and i HAD to buy it..and a shirt and im going to the boca mall tomorrow ON A MISSION TO BUY A PAIR OF TAN HEELS lol i NEED them now...so that was my day...i am craving some joe right now...lol so hmm tomorrows plan...oh yeah so let me tell whoever is reading this how someone called me and woke me up...i hate that so my phone is ringing i wake up answer it and its a random #!! OMg i got sooo mad!!! woke up for noo reason!! so anyway sidetracked again...tomorrow i am deff gonna find a cute pair of tan heels well im gonna go...scandal with the gibbonz ppl...jeremy and christina??? wtf!!!

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[04 Jan 2005|09:42pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

[ music | Alkaline Trio-Another innocent girl ]

Hey!! Oh My GOD!!! It has been FOREVER since i updated last! Christmas was ok...my cousins came down and we had fun...my Grandma got trashed and my sister gotengaged kinda....she got a "promise ring" but she and her boyfreind just tell ppl their engaged....i got an ipod and money and clothes and makeup...and I REALLY NEED TO STOP SHOPPING...its just so addictive i have seriously been at the mall EVERY day since december 29th....its horrible...but ill stop...in like 2 days b/c there are still really good sales...lol. New years was ok....went to summers and hung out with ally and her brother and 2 girls he brought home lol but it just happeded that we were all had a lot of mutual friends with these girls so we hung out with them and we were all pretty drunk for the new year i didnt get to strip tho :( and i was wearing a REALLY CUTE BRA!!! but bad....bad...apparently i called RAPIST a few times that night i dont think he remembers tho THANK GOD!! and he was about to come pick us up i dont remeber a lot tho! Then in the morning had a really bad hangover which i always get a hangover even if i have like 2 shots....so that was that and me sum and frank went to ihop..and let me tell you what i looked like....i was wearing jeans with alcohol spills all over and a st.andrew p.e. t-shirt, and tan coat, my mascara was all over and my hair was....NASTY and black point flats....i honestly looked like a rape victim...but so did everyone else in ihop at 1 pm on new years day..NATIONAL HANGOVER DAY right?? so now ive just been shopping of i got a facial...and nothing else really intresting...well im gonna go make some coffee...story of my life right...!

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[14 Dec 2004|08:51pm]

[ mood | sleepy ]

so its finally not so sauna here!! lol it's like 50 which is a little chilli when you're used to 90 degree weather everyday....so chicago was nice the funeral stuff was long/tiring but i got to hag out with nick(who i havent chiled with in sooooo long) and my dads whole side of the fam...hahah it's funny how my cousin was telling me which colleges to pick based on hottest people and best partys and he suggest indiana or u of i...which i am stongly concidering both!! so that was cool to see everyone and then i came home andhad a shit load of stuff to do for school....beacuse yes!! its FINALS week...nice huh?? so i should get back to my history...post me!

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[07 Dec 2004|04:53pm]

[ mood | stressed ]

so this isnt much of an update just really an announcement that my grandma passed away last night. So i think im flying to Chicago on thursday night if things go as planned....which all of u know how bad i wanna go but just not this way....sooo not really sure about things....life has a way of letting shit pile up on you dosent it? well im just gonna try to look for the posivtie...which is impossible with death...i'll just keep my mind off of my supper annoying dizzy spels my shit load of homework,...all this family drama....and all of the drama with my friends...so what do i put my mind on.....sleep....havent got much of that maybe b/c of school which totally sucks....ahhh im going to get more coffee!!!

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[06 Dec 2004|07:22pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

Ponder this question.....Where would Caroline be without C O F F E E?well i can answer that, living in a box on the side of i95

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[01 Dec 2004|09:29pm]

[ mood | peaceful ]

don't remember wheni last updated soo...nothing really new has happened, just talking to amy alot about all the drama and how she could like someone which she dosent b/c we don't do that anymore. so that is that they are comeing in 19 days!!!!! YES!!! um only other thing i have to say is BUZZ BAKE SALE ON SATURDAY!!!!!!! i CAN"T wait to see the used and lit and muse and the presidents of the u.s.a and everyone there!! yes! so that is going on then next weekend erika is having her BBQ! and then its FINALS :( then the pudlos :)YES!! i can't wait only good things coming except the finals and the super gay myth project i have to due for next friday! other than that! woo hooo GOOD TIMES! oh yeah forgot to mention that im getting sick :( ehhh not for the bake sale...:( oh well i am gonna go shower!!

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[28 Nov 2004|06:34pm]

[ mood | happy ]

[ music | liz phair-favorite ]

I decided i would do a real update today b/c my past one are just"i cant wait for new years" "john and eric will be home, and we will have F U N" so pretty gay since you don't know who they are in a nutshell REALLY HOT BOY IN CHICAGO WHO ARE SMART AND GO TO U OF ILL AND MICHIGAN...MAYBE? so anyway my cuz and i chilled w/ them ova the summer! sooo other than that...i got a new cell phone its verizion one n its really cute and takes picutes!! hahah i love it hmmm yesterday was gonna go to the skatepark but it was creepy so we went to the walk instead, then summer was gonna come over but she couldnt so i just went home and talked on the phoen w/ her till 2 then had some more coffee and read then slept woke up at 9 went to church, went to bagleland w/ mom and sis and then came home jay left and i talked on the phoe w/ erika for like 2 hours painted my nails, had a super serious talk w/ amy abut the way of the buddha then did my toe nails and then im here so it was a "productive?" day! well i'm just totally excited for my cousins to come and oh yeah sean(my sisters b/f) is coming with us to tampa...HOW CUTE!! even tho he is a boy and can't help being the "scum of the earth." but i approve of him...hey summer how do you say it?..lol good times okay!! well i'll go take a shower or find something else to do with my time....make more coffee? now amy coffee is our addiction and we will go to CA(coffaholics annoymous) when you come not AA with your 'neighbor' lol.

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[27 Nov 2004|04:07pm]

just thinking about my and amy's plans for new years/when i am there brings a smile to my face...i dont know y but i feel soo happy lately which is weird b/c life sucks right now..but thinking about going back to the "DRAMA" makes me happy...i wanna be part of the billy-frankie-john(hottttt)-eric(soooooooo sexyyy and SMART) drama and we are gonna find angelo and make him have a party and you WILL get with him...and you will or wait WE will break some hearts b/c thats what we do best!...its is gonna be "off the hook"

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[27 Nov 2004|03:35pm]

[ mood | naughty ]

eric and john home from college when i'm in town and they have lots of sex...hmmm....lets ponder.....

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turkey turkey turkey turkey [23 Nov 2004|07:02pm]

[ mood | indifferent ]

[ music | jay to the z ]

whos ready to forget about all the drama and have a kick ass turkey day? *raises hand* 27 big ones and things will get better

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[21 Nov 2004|08:16pm]

[ mood | scared ]

this weekend fucked me up so bad

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[21 Nov 2004|02:40pm]

[ mood | nauseated ]

[ music | mustard plug ]

I really need to go running and clear my head....i regret last night soo much...what a prick i never should have gone....amy your prolly reading this and thinking wtf but its just like how you regret billy but whatever i'm over it now!

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[20 Nov 2004|12:43pm]

[ mood | irate ]

if you have a curfew post me and tell me what.....why are parents soo anal....and why wont they let you drive with someone who just started driving???

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[20 Nov 2004|12:11pm]

[ mood | awake ]

[ music | foo fighters-everlong ]

amazing night! so yesterday was a pep rally, jamba juice day first off then at night the girlies and i went to Erica's party. but alison and i got tired and called her friend allan to come pick us up so he came and we went to get some beer and shit and went to this park to drink it. but it turns out theese kids are supper cool and we plannd to hang out with them again tonight the plan was alison was gonna come with me to taylors party and they would pick us up at like 10 right then we would go to this party and they could take us home at 12:30 or 1 and ali would sleep over but stupid hoe has to altar serve so the plan is failed. but i still really wanna go to this party and suggestions????? well i am sooo hungry right now post me if you have an idea what i should do!!

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[17 Nov 2004|02:36pm]

mythology sucks ass..33 days

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[15 Nov 2004|07:26pm]

[ mood | gloomy ]

Things are shitty right now....................eveything is stressing me out sorry if i am being a bitch to you...but it's just im really stressed right now and NOTHING is helping.....anything i try to do to relax dosent work...and i feel like things are spinning out of control...i hate bad things that i can't control...they need to die...and ppl who hurt themselves to "fit in" or for the sake of "what is hot" need to get a clue...and look at yourself and see that YOU HAVE A PROBLEM...i am so tired of getting upset over things i can't contol..but the thing is they affect me...and there is no way i can help the problem....35 days and maybe...just maybe things will get better

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[11 Nov 2004|10:11am]

[ mood | sad ]

[ music | sound of saxen ]

im in saxens class right now...extreemly gay! so we got our pre act scores back today i got
english-17/32
math-21/32
reading-17/32
sci-20/32
average-19/32
projected act scgore 19-23
so its ok i guess so wanna hear teh worst thing i have been really sick lately with crohns and shit and im feeling especially bad today so im like practically crying and i asked wendy if she could perhaps find a ride home and she like "no" and i get really upset b/c i m not just complaining i am fucking sick and she wont even let me go home? she dosent understand and i think that if she cared she would try to understand but she dosent even do that....so i am in a lot of pain right now ;( and i can feel that i am gonna be sick and im worried i dont want ppl to see me getting sick...its embarassing and plus i dont want to....wahhhh i want to go home .....i need amy....and a drink.....lol sarcasim...well im done here

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[10 Nov 2004|07:04pm]

[ mood | sad ]

[ music | hellogoodbye...only b/c i'm sad ]

AMY im sorry.....i love you too and my life is also shit! and who cared about billy he is the immature one...who quit school because it was "too hard" and c..o.d wont let him in okay....he sucks at like he is 19 years old and is working at oberweis..what kind of life does he have...and by the way i was so sad today i actually ate my portillos tomallie i almost started crying..thinking how i wanted to be there and how much i hate it here. and i also downloaded that really tacky and terrible hellogoodbye some b/c it reminde me of you guys and how gay/awesome mike is....p.s. i think my friends think i am weird when i always say how i hate florieda and can't wait to get out but it is the truth.....and someday we will go to school together in wisconsin or somewhere.....away from all the drama in our familys that people just dont understand okay?...and you know what....one day short people will rule the world...hang in there 40 more days!! and hopefully i will come back with you!! I LOVE YOU!! i will call you after smallville...i hope your not at the dungeon tonight...

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[10 Nov 2004|06:47pm]

[ mood | menstral ]

[ music | matt skiba ]

Hello!!!...so yesterday was a fun day i don't really remember school too much but after school was a neeting for the Italy trip and like 5 people showed up-all ppl i have never ever seen lol. Then i came home and my dad suggested that we go to brands mart and get me a a phone that will actually work in my room. So we did that and on our way home Marjan called me which is surprising because we don't really talk anymore...but im really glad we are starting to be friends again :D..so she was gonna come chil at my casa but i wasnt home so we met and blockbuster and chiled for like 15 minutes which was fun then i came home and watched an amazing Gilmore Girls. But to ruin my entre today absolutly sucked!! First of all i was late waking up so i had to get ready fast...then i didnt get my finish my coffe :( so i donno what is goin on with my body but i can't handle medicine and then my stomach goes crazy without it?? so since i am off my medicine i have been so mooding sime i am in a lot of PAIN..so i was bitchy to everyone...*sry guys* and then 4th period to make my shitty day better PEDRO comes!!hahha so im just thrilled...so i run to 1st luch asking everyone for a tampon and of course no one had one...but luckily a girl i dont like had one!! so now i am forever grateful to her lol..then the rest of my day was ok...brittany and justina cheered me up by drawing me this amazing picture of these spanish people dancing lol! THANK YOU...went home...had coffe...got eyebrows done...went to wall mart....came home had some more coffe and here i am!! so i'm gonna go shower...buh bye...

p.s. amy you are a stupid hoe who dosent return phone calls and i dont think you are worthy of my call tonight...but i need to tell you stuff so i will call you! and that girl on your journal WAs mean...i would cry lol 40 days

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cookies?? [07 Nov 2004|10:59am]

[ mood | cynical ]

[ music | The Unicorns-Jellybones ]

I have been smeeling cookie dough for the past 2 days??? whats up with that??

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[07 Nov 2004|09:40am]

[ mood | awake ]

[ music | madonna-hollywood ]

going to the play today i think! hmm this weekend was fun brit called me at 2 last night...and once again another Drunken phone call "brittany put your pants on" lol you guys are awesome anyways i babysat last night...very exciting and today im going to the play and i WILL go running because i am a fat matherfucker lol! next weekend is gonna be amazing at erika's bbq! donde esta charles???? lol well i need more coffe..what else is new 43 days left i think.

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